This Body Is Not a Problem to be Fixed This body is an ancient galactic explosion – composed of hydrogen, flesh, carbon, superannuated stars, grit and sweat and tenderness. This body shared ten and a half months with God. It held a small forming creature within my womb while the rest of me […]
On love in the great unknown…
“out there” is an illusion. the microcosm is a reflection of the macrocosm. there is nothing that exists within your body that does not exist in the world. there is nothing in the world that does not exist within your body. <3 lover, killer, rapist, artist, reverend, healer, fool… i am that. as are you. […]
saturday we were given the news that bodhi’s best childhood friend took his own life. i have loved him like he was my own young cub since he was 5 years old. i felt like he was my kid too. for years he spent 2-4 overnights at my house each week and when life got […]
earlier today i was thinking of a man i’ve loved deeply since the day we met. today is his birthday and even after all this time, i don’t love him any less than the instant i melted into loving him completely. for a moment it felt bittersweet, as if he was “the love of my […]
You can search throughout the entire universe for someone who is more deserving of your love and affection than you are yourself, and that person is not to be found anywhere. You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love & affection. ~ Buddha February is such a delicious opportunity to dive […]
Under the veil of night, Post-it love messages and poetry rocks adorn random doorsteps to be found in the morning by unknown residents. Another evening, a dear friend & I thoroughly enjoyed slinking into the drama section of a neighborhood video store to leave this gift behind. Since Aug. 5th I’ve been on a personal 40 Day Journey and each day I am taking […]
It all starts with the breath. Inhale. Exhale. Inhale. (Repeat.) Eyelids merged, I dive into the depths beyond my form. Inhale. Exhale. Inhale. Repeat. An ocean of sound rises somewhere from deep within my chest, warming the back of my throat. I am home. I am here. The earth beneath me opens as a channel […]
